Aaahhh what, this is actually the first time I updated since weeks OTL I feel horrible--in a way ;m;" Ohhmann it's always like this when school starts OTL last time I was kinda forced to take a break from TE/DA cause' my online time is reduced drastically and I can't go anywhere near my tablet except in Saturdays eheh ;u;" S-Sad Ly is sad OTL

School is crazy with its projects and all waaaahhhh ;_; I feel like I'm actually a uni. student OTL (how am I goint to survive uni. like this D:)  And... I begun take Visual Art class again this semester even though I excel in Performing Arts because I think I kinda have an idea of what I would like to do in the future ;u; ........ Which is being an Architect... or something... OTL;;;; *SHOT*

And aaa I was so happy that when I got back to school, my friends like, gave me presents uwwaaa ;__;/// Most of them bought me teddy bears because they all know I love teddies to the point it can't be helped ;u;♥ My friend gave me this really cute/cuddly/big teddy and after he gave it to me, I rushed to hug him and everyone else and we share this grouphug ehehe *u*♥ I love grouphugsss~♥

( Some WIPs... Things I owe ppl D: )
And FFFFFF on the more fandom-related side--- K-Kinda. herbalriver  and I are making this parody of 'Marisa Stole the Precious Thing' together!! It's called Holly Stole the Precious Thing l-lol... :'D;;; Wwwaahhh I'm so excited, this is the first time we ever have an actual project l-lol D: We're like... Still on 20% tho. Or maybe 15%. Idk lol D:

We kinda divided the tasks and... Here are what I've made so far...
(small thumbs suck. Click for larger view)

I gotta say I liked making these two 'sequences' best just becauseee ;u;


And I started getting tired while doing these so they kinda look worse than the first two (._.);;

Also...

This looked wrong but it's their (herbalriver  & maru9 ) fav somehow (HECK THEY EVEN MADE THIS THEIR MOBILE PHONE WALLPAPAER OTL (not that I'm against it or anything you guys lol :'D//)

( Don't forget the rant, we always have those )
I think I might just go and kill myself now. (._.)~ Or not.... *goes back to doing her homework*
Also I'm sorry for those people who I haven't been commenting on ;A;" I'll try to be an active commenter orz aaahhh I'm succha horrible friendddd

Eeeee Happy new year everyone♥ Hope this year everything will get even better than it already was >u<
And aaahhh orz today is my birthday ohgod. I don't know whether I should be sad or happy for being old growing up OTL. ANYWAY. AHHHHH I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE BIRTHDAY GIFTS & WISHES AHHH OTLOTL . When I went to check my e-mail I was SHOCKED that I received 23 mails all at once this morning orz omggg thank youthankyouthankyouthankyou all my friends and family who wished me a happy birthday. Just knowing that all of you remembered my birthday makes me happy ;m;


(i don't have an 'avatar' of myself, so have Sol instead OTL)

And... I'm not doing anything on my birthday/new year :/ nothing's different except the presents >u< I received 8 presents from my family so far (uncle, cousin, etc. included lol)... I mostly get some of the clothes I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED OTL. Ohgod I can't believe my aunt bought me a Bottega Veneta bracelet. OHGOD. I MEAN, BOTTEGA VENETA FTW OTL. Not the fanciest nor pricey one but still so cute ;u; ♥♥ And my grandmother bought me a Zara coat which is kinda expensive ;V; fffff aahhhh i love you all ♥

Also, this is a list of people in my f-list I'm thankful for in 2008. ;u; Alphabetical order lmao I have a very short f-list oAo

( The People I'm grateful to )

Also, I've been feeling kinda... far from my family lately. :| It makes me sad orz, idk I feel as if whenever I'm one step closer to adulthood, I'm always one step further from my family. And then in a few years I'll be leaving them for college. And then work. QAQ;; Uwwaaa I miss my childhood. I wish I have a time machine. So that I could always use it to return to my past and be a kid without worrying about my pride again.

Anyway my resolution this year is: 1.IMPROVE DRAWING SKILLS 2.GET A MINIMUM 7.5 GPA 3.BECOME CLOSER TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS 4.Don't be too selfless "orz

happy new years everyone ;u; Hope we'll be closer to each other this year too (*´ ▽｀*)ノ♪ yayayay

Uuhh it's 1 day before my birthday and ohgod. My friend sarafyna just told me about someone stealing my art. OTL this is a downer. I'm not angry or anything but. Rather, I feel so blah :| Finding it out right before my birthday is just lhfagfsfsl yeah ;m; I won't post the link since I think it's unnecessary ;A; I mean I reported her so I hope things will be okay. By tomorrow. Haha then it'll be like DA's gift for me, getting that stolen submission removed orz ohgod.

And thank you kuroireikun and herbalriver for you guys' encouragement ;A;" E-Especially kuro who even made a journal about it lol xD ILU KURO QmQ/// and of course, to Sara for informing me "orz


anyway on the fangirling side of this entry, aaaahhh I'm playing Vitamin X evo again *_* I'm going to go for Kiyo's perfect ending for the second time >A</// I MISS KIYO AND THE B6 ;////; especially after watching the Vitamin Z trailer for the 374514269921th time. OTL somehow I think I'm still going to like the B6 and T6 better than the A4+P2 TAT... Butbut I think that's just because I haven't played it yet >A<///

Aaaahh 2009 will be succha good year *_* with the APH anime and Vitamin Z and TMGS1 full-voice AND ALSO HP6 (RON~ SEAMUS~ *SHOT*) *A* wwaahhh I can't wait for all of them to come outtt~ Meanwhile I'll wait patiently while doing a playthrough on Tokimemo and Vitamin X :'D AND ALSO DO A HP MARATHONNNN~

✖ Oh yeah, this had been my 'lullaby' for a while now :'D WAAAHH IT'S SIMPLY. PRECIOUS. The B6 going to sleep~~ Wwwaaahhh >u< So cuteeeeee~ And madarame is already asleep from the start as usual lol awww'~ I miss B6 TAT and T6. Uuu somehow watching this makes me want to go to sleep too 8D that's why it's my LULLABY *u*

( More Vitamin X/Z fangirling )


Fangirling aside, somehow I dreamt about shourii yesterday ;A;" LOL I WORRY TOO MUCH OMGGG OTLOTLOTL THE DREAM MADE ME WORRIED SICK AHHH OTL I'll stfu now D:

Now I'll just be staying up til' New Years... I think I'm not going to be doing anything again orz just like last year. :c

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OTLOTL my birthday is in 2 days ;____;" 1st of Jan... OTL AHHHH I FEEL OLD NOW THAT I'M GOING TO BE 15 IN 2 DAYS. I-I HATE BIRTHDAYS I ALWAYS DO OTL Whyyyy can't I just be 14 foreverrrr. Agh, this is totally the reason why I don't want to celebrate any of my birthdays. Where have all those years gone, seriously. The last thing I remember is me getting overexcited about going into the 7th grade... Then this. Augh so deppressing ;n; nnn and icepurity , I know you're tired of me whining about my birthday all the time LOL;; b-bear with it for two more days okay? :'D *SHOT*

And btw omggg I'm SOSO HAPPY I FOUND YOU gridchan!!! ;A; H-HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN OTL AAAAAHHH AFTER 2. TWO. FRICKING. YEARS. I FINALLY FOUND YOU YVE OTLOTL SERIOUSLY NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM ANYMORE it's been too long nnn ;n;"

Anyway ohmygod I have been working on the drawings I owed herbalriver and gridchan 's and I REALLY FEEL LIKE RE-DOING EVERYTHING. OTL. Why must my drawings be so fhjkafglfk ;m; I hate my drawings. I MEAN WHAT IN THE WORLD DO YOU CALL THIS:


o-ohgod OTL I've been so pissed with it I want to erase everything and do it all over again. But I kinda have no time for it OTL (school is starting in 10th I guess, and by then I won't be able to stay anywhere near my tablet most of the times ;A;" aaahhh OTL) A-All this working is so stressing OTL makes me wonder if I'll ever finish those T_______T

MMFFF I'LL STOP WHINING NOW OTL. Anyway have some shitty stress release doodle I did just now D:

( Hand over all your breasts to Korea! )

Aaaahhh omg I  should go back to doing those stuffs. And continue denying that my birthday is coming soon "OTL. By the way, stay safe okay, shourii ?   ;m; BE STRONG DESPITE THE CURRENT SITUATION LIKE THE SHOURI I ALWAYS KNOW AND LOVE QAQ;;; UWWAAAAHHH I REALLY WISH I COULD KIDNAP YOU AND BRING YOU TO LIVE WITH ME RIGHT NOW OTL *WHACKED* uh yeah ;m; take care orz

and aaa I want to play TMGS2 again *___*/// TIME TO COLLECT ALL THOSE BEACH ENDINGS HELLYEAHHH *SHOT* and ohgod. Vitamin Z. In 2009. Aaaa I'm totally looking forward to it QuQ// OMG I NEED TO DO A PLAYTHROUGH OF VITAMIN X BEFORE VITAMIN Z COMES OUT. YEAH. FINISHING THE GAME FOR THE 8TH TIME WILL BE MY RESOLUTION. GO MEEEE *SHOTT*

KITAKITAKITAKITAKITA---------!!!!!!
THE APH PV GDKJFSGFLSHD AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-- JAN. 24, COME TO ME BB♥♥♥
BUT WHY DO I SEE NO GILBERT OR KOREA D:< NO GILBERT=FAIL, FAIL, I SAY *shot* and I srsly can't wait to see how Korea will be in the anime... Hope he'll look more.. Lively than he was in the design FFFFF I CAN'T WAIT HURR

HAPPY BIRTHDAY icepurity ♥♥♥

FFFFF HOW OLD ARE YOU NOW? OH WELL, NO MATTER~ WE STILL LOVE YOU JO \o/ *shot*

lol oh man, I nearly thought I couldn't make it in time for your birthday pic OTL lol. But gladly I did lol;;; anyway THIS IS FOR YOUUvvvvv
gdsjkfagdsfkla It's your beloved lsrfsh triooooooooooooo♥♥♥---even though they look all wrong and butchered OTL WHY IS MY DRAWING SO CRAPPYYYYYYYY /wrist forgive me if anyone go blind after seeing my drawing, it had been sometimes since I cg stuffs so yeah orz PEOPLE SHOULD TEACH ME HOW TO DRAW D:

And also, OTL omg I think I need to apologize to both Kie and Jo for butchering your characterss aaaahhhh Ausleyyyy Rikiiii what happened to youuuu--- and yes btw, I replaced Ausley's headphones with earmuffs >u< Just because I like fluffy things :D! *SHOT* AND OH MANNN I FORGOT THAT RIKI NEEDS TO STAY AWAY 2 FEETS FROM SOL LMAO UH... I GUESS YOU COULD IGNORE THAT? *whacked* uuu I miss their unsorted days ;m;

um anyway yeah, hope you like my giftt \o/

HFSKDSLFFKJDL MY BIRTHDAY IN 3 MORE DAYS I'M SO NERVOUS OTL I DON'T WANT TO TURN 15-- OTL I FEEL OLD NOW QmQ

Merry christmas everyon--
wait what the hell, I'm late, so nevermind anyway. I can't believe I'm late (FOR TWO DAYS, EVEN) for my christmas post lol I'm so lame orz

OHMYGOD OTL. I STILL HAVE LIKE... 2 MORE DRAWINGS TO FINISH OTL... I-I'm sorryicepurity , herbalriver I think I failed you "orz... I just started cging kana's, and still sketching jo's even tho hers is like, my top priority because it's like, due on the 28th (I DECIDE MY OWN DUE DATES, OKAY 8C) OTL I really can't be (EVEN A LITTLE ) organized can I? D:

And ohgod I think I forgot how to CG, like seriously. I BLAME TOO MUCH TEGAKI-ING FOR THIS (I can't help it, tegaki is sucking my life--again. Especially with this whole group thingy going on lol;;) Anyway, just to see if I can still CG properly, last time I tried doodling FOR PRACTICE ATTEMPTS not to procrastinate, believe me and this is what I ended up with:

   fffff Norway why do you look so wrong--oh wait, I drew him like that :| I-I think I might have lost my touch--that is, if I ever have this 'special touch' in the first place lol ohgod :"D

Anyway aksfgdskf last night I just dreamt of a rather scary dream including Norman and Sol orz;;; IT WAS UH.. WELL, THE POINT IS NORM WAS TELLING SOL THE LAST THING HE'D EVER WANT TO HEAR--after the shocking truth behind Norm & Etoile that is. And I hope this picture I drew could illustrate what my dream really was cause' I -lol- really don't want type it out cuzcuz it'll be awkward lmao

( Sol should stop raping Norm )

ohwell back to work now orz I think im going to have to stay up all night again today D:
 

oh.
Look who have a (new) LJ now... ...
UM. SO. WHAT DO YOU USE THIS THING FOR, AGAIN??
(ripped from icepurity hurr,)